It was September 11, 2001. I was 8 years old, when I woke up one morning and watched repeated news coverage on TV one of the worst atrocities in American history. Nearly 3,000 people died in one of the worst terrorist attacks in history.
America was stunned. Outraged. Heartbroken. But as many have noted over the years, we were also united. United in commitment to avenging those killed, protecting our nation from such actions of political violence and terrorism in the future. We rallied to support our fellow Americans who were suffering. It didn't matter their race, gender, political viewpoints. They were humans who had lost husbands, wives, brothers, sisters, children. They were our neighbors, our friends, our fellow compatriots. And they were hurting. We stood arm in arm, side by side and united in prayer and as Americans. One slogan rang out following 9/11/2001 --- We Will Never Forget.
Then time passed.
A lot of time.
Two messy wars - one in Afghanistan, one in Iraq. And a seemingly never ending "war on terror" across the globe with diminishing popularity. Americans understandably began to question whether our war in Iraq was justified to begin with. Most Americans now loosely feel the war in Afghanistan was justified in part, but feel the war in Iraq was unjustified and based on bad military intelligence. Probably. And a lot of people died - on all sides of those conflicts - every single one a tragedy.
Technology also changed. Social media and expanded access to high speed internet around the globe allowed for immediate access to information from almost any populated area in the world. And algorithmically tailored to your own interests, viewpoints, political opinions, race, gender, religion.
Those on the political "left" are fed a steady stream of content confirming their viewpoints in issues and condemning the right. Those of the political "right" are likewise fed a steady stream of content confirming their viewpoints and condemning the left.
Controversy and "hot takes" generate....engagement. Which in turn increases exposure, influence, financial opportunities, and ego.
In 2015 and 2016, I think I first saw how fractured this country had truly become during the election between Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton. But it pales in comparison to today. The last post I published on this blog was on August 18, 2016. That's about the time I decided to bow out of political discourse online.
I'll quote from that post a few times here:
Now, as much as I would love to explore the factors that led to a choice of Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton as our two front running candidates, I will refrain. There are plenty of fantastic political commentators who have analyzed the specifics of this election cycle in more detail and provided far better data than I could ever hope to present. But I want to look at one particular topic that I continue to hear echoed among my peers – that the system is broken.
I was fascinated by the idea that the American system had failed and I rejected this premise. At the time, I made this analogy.
If a clock stops working, it doesn’t mean that it’s broken. It just means that no one has wound it for a while. The clock is not to blame – it’s only natural for the gears to stop turning eventually. All it needs is for a person to come and wind it up again and it will work just as well as before. The same is true with the American system of government. It isn’t broken. The gears have just lost momentum and have bogged down from the complexity of the mechanism. However, if the American people step up and engage in the political process, the momentum will return and the “clock” will start telling time again.
Now, at the time I was a silly little pipsqueak fresh out of college with a lot of big ideas - most of them unguided by experience and wisdom of real life. I had a big mouth and loud political opinions, but not a lot of real life experience. But I think I was still on to something there.
But that's not the full picture. Systems will always be flawed. Even if I still love the American "system" as designed by our founders - it's still just a system. It was designed to work in a broken world to mitigate against the worst impulse of human beings through checks and balances. And it worked damn well. I still think it can work.
The problem isn't just that a "system" is broken or flawed though. It's a problem of the human heart. Hopelessness. Grief. Anger. Dehumanizing those we disagree with. Seeking revenge.
We spew words like "commie" and "fascist" at each other. We call those we disagree with a "threat to democracy." We try to jail our political opponents. We appoint partisan officials and reject those with different viewpoints. We burn flags, buildings, communities to the ground in protest. We drive around with MAGA or BLM flags championing our causes and condemning those who disagree.
A few days ago, a girl was stabbed to death. Rather than mourning it and coming together in solidarity against this violence, it became a political talking point for both sides.
And yesterday, Charlie Kirk, an outspoken, controversial, and deeply loved (and hated) young man was assassinated at a public event for his political views. The same day Evergreen High School students were attacked and shot by a madman.
A few days ago I saw on social media a reel with an image of the twin towers and the words "I Forgot." It broke my heart then, and it still does. It was cynical but even I have to admit - it was true.
We've forgotten who we were after 9/11. We forgot what it means to gather arm in arm and support each other despite our differences. We forgot how it felt to look at each other not as Republicans or Democrats, Liberals or Conservatives, red and blue but as Americans. And the outgrowth in that is more division, hatred, and violence than I thought possible in the America I saw on September 11 and September 12 of 2001.
Last night my wife and I talked about the day's news and how difficult it is to remember that those we disagree with - even those we loathe - are still humans. Created in the image of God. We may have very little in common on our beliefs. But that man, woman, or child is imago dei.
We must remember that.
Psalm 121:1-2 says "I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth."
Today I don't have answers to our political challenges or the world. I'm not going to tell you why the left or the right is wrong or what ballot measures to vote for or what cause to support. There are good and bad ones on left and right. But my prayer is that we remember that human institutions, structures, and political beliefs are merely ways that human beings interact in a broken world. No democratic vote, assassin's bullet, or mean tweet is going to solve our brokenness. Only God can.
Maybe it's true that we've forgotten what it means to be Americans. We've forgotten the unity we had after 9/11/2001. If so, I hope its only temporary. I hope our nation can heal and come together again.
But more importantly, I hope that no matter what, we all can remember that the "enemy" we see in front of us is another hurting broken human in need of a Savior. And may we never forget that.
John 3:16-21: "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God."













